There is a polite version of Spring that exists in books, full of soft petals and gentle rain, but anyone with their boots in the mud will knows it’s a lie. On the 21st of March, Ostara, the earth isn’t "waking up" with a yawn; it is breaking out. It is a slow-motion riot of cells and a subterranean pressure that finally snaps the frost. This is the arising that Easter wants to recognise and for us adventurers it is the awakening of opportunities.
The Body Remembers
Winter is a season of preservation and contemplation, living in the mind while the body slumbers. We pull inward, tightening our grip on what we have, huddling in the quiet architecture of our bone. We become like statues of ourselves, but as the light evens out with the dark, Ostara shifts the internal landscape.
Muscles feel the pull first. A restless ache starts to demand movement. The blood, thickened by the slow sedentary months, begins to course again with a different heat. This is the physical reality of the equinox: the transition from the dark retreats of our mind where intention lives, to the outward exertion where implementation exists. The stillness of the skeleton gives way to the elasticity of the tendon as we are stretched back into the world and stretching always hurts before it heals.
The Pugilist’s Ritual
If you want to see the truth of this season, look out for the hares! (Norfolk is good for spotting them).
It is often called "madness," but is really the reckoning. They stand on their hind legs in the mud, fur flying, paws striking skin in a rhythmic, ritualistic pugilism. It isn't mindless violence, but instead the price of admission for the future. They are testing one another. They are proving they have survived the winter and are strong enough to carry life forward.
I think we owe ourselves that same honesty. What are we willing to fight for now that the sun has returned? The "Spring Fever" we feel isn’t a whim; it’s the primal necessity to exert our will upon the world again.
The Grit in the Growth
Growth is a physical burden. As I mentioned in my previous blog post “The Quiet Ache of the Spark”, for a seed to sprout it must literally tear its own skin apart. For us to move into this new season, we must shed the protective crust of our winter contemplation.
We have spent months in the dark, tending to the internal flame and weighing the heavy truths of the spirit. That stillness was vital. Those who skip this stage during winter often have to work harder to join us on the hunt. It was our deep-rooting of the soul that paired with a moment where the weight of our reflections. Now it must be converted into the heat of our actions. The silence of the monastery must eventually meet the noise of the field.
So don't look for the "beauty" in the garden yet. Instead look for the struggle of the spirit breaking its fast. Honor the mud on your boots and the sweat on your brow. The earth is alive again and it’s demanding you take the wisdom you gathered in the dark and apply it to the fight.
Bones
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